"What happens to those like you, who have tasted the deliciousness of alignment...
When you are not in alignment - you are harder on yourself than anybody else.
And that translates into......
"I´m doing something wrong,
I should be doing different, I should be smarter than this,
I should be doing something better."
And no matter how often we say to you "you have to soothe yourself into that" and no matter how often this nonphysical contact offers soothing- if you´re not in the mood to be soothed, than you´re not soothed.
You GOTTA be in the mood to be soothed, you see.
And SOMETIMES you have to reach a place, where you are SO NOT in the place you want to be, that the new decision - to be soothed, becomes the dominant decision."